Zamikazi

So, as I go on my parents keep pushing me to go back to school along with my uncle is willing to support me through whatever I decide to do. This means I will probably be going to school for something awesome. I have narrowed it down to two fields of study, Graphic Design or Game Design.

The shool I am looking at is Ai, but it is fucking expensive! Then again, I dont know exactly what I want to do with my life. I know for a fact that I want to own a coffee shop. Maybe open a few up like 3 or something. Real nice coffee shops too! Then again, I just really really want to own a business. That’s all I want to do. I hate the idea of working for someone for the rest of my life.

Then it makes you think that man is so fucking drone it sucks. It’s like no one is allowed to do what they dream to do. Just think about how many people goto a job day in and out for the rest of their lives. It’s fucking crazy! Society is overworked but what do I know, I’m just a stupid teen who doesn’t realize that life is not fair. Fuck everyone (except me of course!) that thinks that way.

I think all that life is tough bullshit is stupid and so demeaning. It makes you seem soooo small.

I am definately not going into this right now but I am sure I can write a huge fucking shpiel about it.

Well, I’m hungry and have a headache. Especially after this long uneventful day.

Woke up at 1 something and was tired as hell still and realized I had to get ready to goto work. Well, being me I didn’t do that. I wanted to go check on my WoW characters and such just before I head to work.

I might be going back to college.

If you didn’t know, I dropped out of college a couple of months ago because I lost interest in what I was going there. I really got bored with computers and blah blah blah and wasn’t able to be creative or have fun with what I was doing.

Now, my uncle made a proposition to pay for housing and all that if I goto Devry and get a degree in whatever I want. I find that pretty awesome, and it convinced me enough to go through with it.

The thing that is bugging me is that I really am afraid of going back to school because I hate the basic courses and crap. Math, sciences, etc…mainly because they suck and are stupid and gay. I think I might goto a community college and get those done there because they will be cheaper and less frequent.

I also would like to add…I hate Devry, but since it wost cost me much at all…I think I’m willing to do it.